Gosh. merlin. I so admire your ambition. and motivation. this is one post that just inspires me. you are still thinking of others while you lay waiting for your life to begen again. gosh. what a guy. sorry I don't know of patterns for you. but I am hear to push you through your delema. keep up the insperation, that you deffanaly have. and persafear. you are one strong person. give it hell. and you will come out winning this thing. dang. what a guy. your friend Evie |